I’ve always been unsympathetic to complaints about pricing at Ashbury Court. Whenever some relative whines about extras on the monthly bill, I plump myself up to dress them down.
“Who do you think is with your father/mother/granddad every day?” I ask. “Who do you think keeps them safe?”
Families love the relatives they’ve placed in our care, you see, but they love the memory of them more. They drink tea and struggle to catch a glimpse of the person the parent used to be, faculties restored, body whole again. When they can’t find that—for that person is gone, gone—they get resentful, and jump into their sensible cars leaving someone else to clean what remains until the next visit.
So, it’s down to me and my team to care for the residents and distract them from the unsympathetic tick of time. And I feel there’s a fair market price for that.
When Mr. Otedola appeared, I was sceptical. He had all the right safeguarding documentation, and shining references from at least three other homes, but this tall handsome stranger in a vibrant green waistcoat seemed a touch too cosmopolitan for Ashbury Court. Still, we’d been mandated to seek out ‘third sector’ support for our residents rather than expecting government grants, so I gave him a hearing.
“Is this some kind of theatrical production, Mr. Otedola?” I asked.
“It is more a series of spiritual practices,” he answered. “We work to reawaken people’s appetite for life.”
“So, a religious service? I should warn you; we have a diverse mix of faiths among our residents, and not all of them are open-minded about alternatives.”
(I was thinking of the uproar at the most recent residents’ meeting, with the elderly Hindus insisting on separate vegetarian facilities and a war of words about kosher food on the menu. Cook was in tears by the end.)
“Our approach will be ideal, then. Perfectly tailored,” he said and smiled.
I’m not sure why, but I felt an enormous sense of peace when Mr. Otedola smiled. All the tension of the day, all the dry concerns about auditing and welfare checks, fell right away. I found myself agreeing to a trial run.
Few of our residents had mid-week visitors, so Wednesdays were often a long stretch of nothing, a waiting game until tea in the evening. We’d hosted a few events to break the monotony—talks from the local Women’s Institute, an overkeen physical therapist—but nothing had stuck. I thought, at the very least, that Mr. Otedola’s ‘happening’ would be something different.
I didn’t appreciate quite how different until the day came. Our television room had been transformed into a kind of velvet box, with purple drapes across the windows and walls. Mr. Otedola was there, along with two very young and very beautiful women, all dressed up in long white robes. As the residents shuffled in, the first woman, a redhead with impossibly green eyes, sang something at a high pitch, a foreign lament with a lullaby melody.
“Will we still have the cricket on this afternoon?” asked Mr. Withers, one of our longer-serving residents.
“I’m sure we’ll be done by then,” I said, uncertainly.
When the crowd had finally assembled, sinking into seats with various noises of deflation, Mr. Otedola stepped forward and raised a hand. The singing stopped, and the whole room seemed to take a breath. We didn’t have every resident there—perhaps about 20 or so, mostly the ladies—but the effect was electric.
“I want you to tell me about a place where you were happiest,” he said. “Don’t give me the history, just give me specifics. What you remember, the sights and smells.”
Well, our residents are not extroverts by nature, so I didn’t expect volunteers, but Mrs. Metcalfe stood up. She has dementia, Lord bless her, and I was worried we’d hear the usual babble, but she was very precise that day, very clear.
“I remember the garden in Cornwall,” she said. “I remember the blossom in the spring, the bees. My mother would sit in the garden shelling peas, and I could hear the wind in the poplar trees.”
Mr. Otedola’s other woman, who if I’d have to guess I’d say was West African, started sketching on a large flipchart in the corner. She drew freehand, quickly but with remarkable detail. You could see the brickwork in the cottage behind the bushes.
“That’s it,” said Mrs. Metcalfe. “Oh God, that’s it.”
She spoke for about 12 minutes, the picture growing more intimate with every new recollection. And everyone in the room was rapt, amazed. It was like opening a window to Mrs. Metcalfe’s past, seeing how her life was back then. Quite a conjuring trick.
Mrs. Subramanian stood next. “The house in Chennai. There were bougainvillea vines all down the walls, and sometimes monkeys would scamper up them.”
I wondered if the foreignness of the memory might defeat Mr. Otedola’s assistant, her clever fingers unable to capture such post-imperial specifics, but I suppose most of these images were exotic to her. She drew, and as she drew the long-ago building in Tamil Nadu reappeared.
Mrs. Subramanian’s response was as marked as Mrs. Metcalfe’s, an old lady transported. By then, the whole room was captured. I saw Mr. Withers’ leg pumping, his heel bobbing with excitement. He didn’t get to watch the cricket that day and didn’t care.
Like all modern institutions, we ask for feedback after events, the care workers passing forms around in the canteen. Our residents are usually non-committal, unwilling to collect their scattered thoughts on paper, or alternatively all too eager to grumble about old grievances. In the case of Mr. Otedola’s session, the response was overwhelmingly positive.
“First time I’ve been heard in years,” one said. “Remarkable,” another.
I was, I suppose, moved by the comments. I never had the chance to sit with my own parents in their twilight years—both passed when I was still at college—so it was gratifying to read such heartfelt appreciation.
“The listening is the key,” Mr. Otedola told me in my office the next day. “My team know to let people talk and to really concentrate on what they’re trying to tell us.”
We agreed he could come in every Wednesday for a month. I suggested a very modest fee, which he accepted without comment. Again, he smiled, and I felt at peace.
Next week, the television room wasn’t big enough. Almost every resident had signed up, spurred on by the animated testimonies of Mesdames Subramanian and Metcalfe. We opened out the recreation room, stacking the game tables in a corner. This time, the space was decked out in deep magenta fabric of a quite remarkable shade. Mr. Otedola and his team wore orange, and the girl sang the same slow song as the residents scruffled to their seats.
“Today, I would like you to tell me about one person who made a real difference in your life,” said Mr. Otedola. “Someone you remember when you close your eyes, whose voice you can hear in your mind. Tell me every detail.”
I have to say, he did a very good job of managing his audience. Everyone had the chance to speak, no-one was rushed, all were included. Our residents told of former lovers, wartime friends, their children, not as they are, but as they were. There was no shame, no regret. Everyone opened the secret compartments of their hearts while the African woman sketched and Mr. Otedola smiled.
At the end, there was another magician’s flourish. The paper the woman had used was thin, like rice paper, so that a few times her pencil tore through a layer. When our last resident had finished speaking, she began flipping the sheets back, one over the other, and you could see each sketch appear through its predecessor, a crowd scene forming with babies at the feet and old comrades at the back. It was a remarkable effect—the residents’ memories merging in a single image, perfectly proportioned, like a football team’s photo. The applause was terrific.
“Let me tell you, friends,” said Mr. Otedola when the noise died down. “This,” – he pointed at the picture – “is what waits for us all. This is what it’s like in heaven. Now, is that anything to be afraid of?”
It was beautiful. Even now, I feel the hairs rise on the back of my neck.
After that, we saw Mr. Otedola and his girls around Ashbury Court quite a lot. You’d go into the lounge and one of them would be sitting with a resident, with Withers or Subramanian or Metcalfe or any of the others. On their first visits, they presented people with copies of their drawings, the pencil sketches of much-loved faces and places. Then they began to do private sessions in people’s rooms, recreating some part of the past immaculately while the green-eyed woman hummed her little serenades.
I tried to tackle Mr. Otedola about this unapproved activity, to point out that we had only agreed to weekly public meetings, but he was so charming when we spoke.
“It’s no problem for us to come,” he told me. “The pictures belong to these people. They are their memories, after all. And we want them to know these moments still have value, to them and to us.”
He wasn’t asking for any extra money. At least, not from me. When he left, I found a small pencil doodle on the back of one of our care assessment forms. It was of a beach in Malaga, the one I visited all those years ago with Greta. Our last holiday together, as it turned out. I can’t think when I’d mentioned it.
A couple of weeks later, Mrs. Metcalfe’s son came to see me. Mr. Otedola had cancelled his last Wednesday session, claiming one of his assistants had flu-like symptoms, and I thought the boy was angry about that. (People were still paranoid about COVID back then). Instead, he unfurled a screwed-up piece of paper on my desk and stabbed at it with a fat finger.
“See this? You think this is worth an old lady’s pension? The amount of money we pay you, you can’t protect my mother from this?”
He was a strutting bantam of a man, a mass of entitlement packed into an off-grey suit, and I didn’t appreciate his tone. The paper was the sketch from that very first session, the cottage in Cornwall, although it had been badly handled since then.
“I don’t think Mr. Otedola is charging people for these pictures, Mr. Metcalfe,” I said, trying to mind my manners. “And if your mother has elected to pay something for it, then she is entitled to spend her money as she wishes, surely. It is … was a beautiful drawing.”
(You’ve barely visited five times in the last year, I wanted to say. Your awful child screamed the house down for a wi-fi code last time you were here).
“The drawing is not the issue,” he said.
He handed me a second piece of paper, smaller and better preserved than the first. It was a contract, showing that Mrs. Metcalfe had agreed to pay £20,000 in return for a plot of land in the afterlife. The contract guaranteed a view of the ocean, and a ring of poplar trees around the garden. The sketch was included as an artist’s impression of the property. It was signed in Mr. Otedola’s clear hand.
I managed to persuade the son to leave the issue with me, dissuaded him from calling the police for at least a couple of days. It gave us time to speak to the other residents, all those people who’d received extra visits in recent weeks, to assess the extent of the damage.
You probably know what came next. The local newspaper was ruthless in its coverage, although seemed incapable of spelling the names of those involved correctly. They ran sad-faced photographs of distraught relatives day-after-day, bemoaning the loss of their inheritances. They interviewed some of our residents and seemed disappointed when none of them would complain about the security of their investment, proved impossible to shift from their faith in their land rights in paradise. They even tried chasing down Mr. Otedola and his assistants, but they were long gone.
Of course, Ashbury Court couldn’t escape. We had to take the outrage, the accusations. How could we let someone exploit these people’s loneliness? they asked. (Who let them get so lonely? I wanted to reply).
There was a half-hearted investigation, some rummaging around in bank accounts to see if any of us had been beneficiaries for what was called a ‘shocking and unacceptable failure of the system.’ They didn’t find anything. In fact, the police inspector seemed almost sympathetic to me, lamenting that someone who had worked in the care sector for nearly 30 years had so little left for my own retirement.
I didn’t mind. Even when I was called in front of the board of directors and told—somewhat unceremoniously—that my services would no longer be required, I didn’t complain. I already had my reward, you see.
A total of 150 acres, stretching out beyond the horizon. It has a replica of the Malaga beach, and a villa identical to the one I shared with Greta. Mr. Otedola came to me late one evening, to say thanks for all my help, and told me he’d been holding one plot back. He even gave me a discount.
My own piece of heaven.
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Edward Barnfield is a writer and researcher living in the Middle East. His stories have appeared in Roi Fainéant Press, Ellipsis Zine, The Molotov Cocktail, Retreat West, Third Flatiron, Strands, Janus Literary, Leicester Writes, Shooter Literary and Triangulation, among others. In 2023, he was longlisted for the Galley Beggar Press and shortlisted for the Mairtín Crawford short story awards. He’s on Twitter at @edbarnfield.